out of the funk and into the fire

so two beans were in a pan over the fire and they decided it was too hot and they were going to die. one of them decided to jump out of the pan and landed in the fire and died. the other was too scared of the jump and stayed in the pan. he died too. theres a moral to this story, but im not sure what. im pretty sure this is a grimm's fairy tale as well.

so today was good, worked on my scarf some which is relaxing. i think im on my way out of the funk. i dont know what causes it, but it seems to strike nearly everyday, but its spending less and less time hanging around, and i have better ideas of how to get rid of it now.

this weekend will be fun. its jonathan's 21st birthday, theres the belated new year's celebration, sunday is anna's birthday and also andrew and i wanted to make brunch at some point. all exciting good stuff. hopefully i can also finish unpacking and other things. well, now its off to read and fall asleep.